Lyrics Numb - Nico Collins

You don't understand what I'm saying
My ego is talking too much
While my heart is numb (so numb)
And I won't ever feel what you're feeling
The damage is already done
Cause my heart is numb
The moon is creeping through the blinds
With our bodies intertwined
And I'm staring at the ceiling now
I know I'm only gonna let you down (as I quietly escape)
You keep staying up for me
Cause it kills you to watch me leave
But it kills me more to see that look on your face
Its so much easier to walk away (I'm comfortably afraid)
It's a losing game, I ain't gonna change
No one could ever be winning my trust
Guess that I resent the thought of sentiment
So I push it away and I settle for lust
You don't understand what I'm saying
My ego is talking too much
While my heart is numb (so numb)
And I won't ever feel what you're feeling
The damage is already done
Cause my heart is numb
It's never waking up
No, yeah
Don't want you to blame yourself
I'm the one that needs the help
No, I won't stop you if you're willing to try
If I were you I wouldn't keep my hopes high (woah)
It's gonna take a whole lot more
Than drugs and a candy store
To fix the hole that beats inside of my chest
Can't bring something back to life once it's dead (no)
It's a losing game, I ain't gonna change
No one could ever be winning my trust
Guess that I resent the thought of sentiment
So I push it away and I settle for lust
You don't understand what I'm saying
My ego is talking too much
While my heart is numb (so numb)
And I won't ever feel what you're feeling
The damage is already done
Cause my heart is numb
It's never waking up
It's never waking up
I can be deceiving
But my eyes are telling the truth
So look a little closer
I can be deceiving
But my eyes are telling the truth
So look a little closer
You don't understand what I'm saying
My ego is talking too much
While my heart is numb (so numb)
And I won't ever feel what you're feeling
The damage is already done
Cause my heart is numb
It's never waking up
It's never waking up
It's never waking up