Lyrics God Wanted Yellow - Nonfiction

Half awake in the Village Shires
Now convinced that You don't exist
Come Now Sleep in waves of lavender
It's the way You never held me in your fist, yeah

If I gave it all away
I could lie and say I've changed
But still carry all the weight
Stray a little further every day

Then You showed up
At the Christ Church
Tripping out
Staring circles into the floor
You weren't even saving anyone
Came for a keychain and waited by the door
But You said I was lit up once too
I still remember all the ways we moved
It's always the pleasant dreams
That haunt you the most
And they keep you coming back again

If i gave it all away
I could lie and say I've changed
But still carry all the weight
Stray a little farther every day