Lyrics Powder - Now, Now

Say I'm just a stranger, speak a different language
Everyone is foreign, but you're so familiar
And my dream so silent, and you know what I'm hiding
Yeah, my mind is violent, but you're keeping it quiet
And you know I'm not myself when you're not around
And you know I find myself when you're not around
I've been drinking, baby, won't you come and save me?
Like an angel waiting, I let you surround me
I'm alright until I see your eyes above mine
The way they shine, the way they shine
And when [?] I know I had you
When we are tangled up in each other, I know I had you
How you kept me hanging, won't you let me in, come on
If you need reaction, baby, I'm a good distraction
Every night you haunt me, but you move so carefully
If I'm so perfect, baby, how come you don't want me?
And you know I'm not myself when you're not around
And you know I find myself when you're not around
I was just calling, baby, I've been feeling lonely
Tonight I'm getting hazy, I feel you all around me
I'm alright until I see your eyes above mine
The way they shine, the way they shine
And when [?] I know I had you
When we are tangled up in each other, I know I had you
Crush me up into a powder
Take me away like the wind
Sinking in deeper each hour
This place without you is sin
Make you appear in this moment
Fragments of you on my screen
Light breaking in through my window
Stuck in a particle dream
Though I tried to let you go
I could not have seen
Time alone could only show
Loving me baby is easy
Where do I begin?