Lyrics Distance - Nvthy

I remember that call like it was just yesterday
I'd said those words to you and honestly was afraid
Cause I never meant to hurt you, definitely not in this way
But the truth is that we both had to go our separate ways
And now I think about never really asked you wanted
Were you fine with a relationship spanning a couple miles?
Was a family and kids something that woulda been rewarding?
Or were fine with us taking it one day at time?
I remember how it felt when we be dancing to lucky
How every time felt like the first time
Or the nights, stay up late, on the phone talking for hours
Truth be told that was our only time
Yeah I messed up and I know
But I'm glad we was able to grow
And move passed it all
Become a friend not a foe
Yours sincerely
From you already know

I know this might sound crazy but I learnt from my last
So from the jump, wanna let let you know that this might not last
Cause I'll be out of here in maybe bout a couple of months
And you was cool with it so we thought that we'd give it a chance
In the public eye we never really had no privacy
Really no time for you and me
Shit gave me mad anxiety
Plus we argued bout stupid shit
Either that, Either this
Way too many antics
Everybody up in our biz
I liked you spoke your mind and you always would bare it all
You never held nothing back from me ever at all
Confidence oozed from your pores
And you was real to the core
Mighta had our differences
But what we had was rapport
And when you told me that I never tried to give us a shot
I told you why and what my logic behind all of that was
And then you said to me; "you ever gone give a girl a chance?"
Truth is that questions hit me deep in the gut
I knew the answer was

You wanted sunshine and rainbows
All I got is grey sky's and rainstorms
Maybe right it's person and wrong time
Maybe love's something I won't find
Loved me more than you loved yourself
And you Didn't keep much love for yourself
That's why I Didn't give you all of myself
Cause I wanted you to love yourself more
You were the only reason that I gave love a chance
I might have messed around but, never tried advance
To any woman or girl cause I never had plans
Of being with anyone but that wasn't until I met you
Your aura is poetry
Your loving in honestly
The most beautiful, ballad, record, chorus or song to me
And though our priorities put us on different odysseys
You know that you're never more than a heart beat away from me
Yeah

Hi baby
It's me and I just called to tell you I love you
And I'm super excited cause I'm actually able to leave you a voicemail for the first time ever!
Cause I don't get blocked and sent straight to voicemail, which isn't even a voicemail
But anyway, yeah I just wanted to call cause I forgot and I was supposed to call you yesterday
And I fell asleep at like 7 so that's my bad
But yeah, if you get this, I love you
Text me
Bye