truth IS_kingdom vs culture interlude

Yo
You know the messed thing is
Going through all this is like
I just feel like
Like nobody hears
Nobody hears your perspective as a man
When you're going through it it's
I just wanna share mine

All of this heaviness
I have been holding in
I know You're not as concerned with my happiness as with my holiness
But get a load of this loneliness I have been shouldering
Sometimes I just roll with it
Gaslit to think I'm just being dramatic
But I'm not dramatic
My delivery is just poetic

Marriage is so much harder than I expected it to be
My wife can be so neglectful it gets to me
I'm desperately tryna stay objective and not just focus on doing what's best for me
She know my views on divorce are like Yours
She knows I'm not tryna go through that door
So there's no incentive for her to do more

Truth is
The good days are real good actually
But bad days get way too sad for me
The sad days go real real bad for me
It's quite bad for me
Mike Jacksonly
Look

I'm not saying that it's all bad
It's all good til it's all bad
It's awful so I fall back
But I come back so it might not be as bad as it looks

Look

Look

But I come back so it might not be as bad as it looks

I know you feel like no one sees your perspective and you feel compelled to explain yourself
But there's something else that you didn't consider

Why your face look so downcast?
What, you don't know that downpour is a possible forecast?
Whenever the hurricane blow past
The rain hits the good and the bad and the outcast
Look no one is exempt from bad weather
So please take advantage of good weather
At least get a coat or an umbrella
And understand that this pep talk here is not about rain

I'm just sitting in silence
As you complain about your bride
You're missing the point
Like the church as a bride never disappoints
Though it hurts
I just smile and I listen more

Thinking of things I've been through with you and all the times I've forgiven you
In so many ways I have given you grace for all the things you should've done but didn't do
Grace for doing things that you were forbidden to
But name one time when you was stuck and I didn't move
Still showed up when I was s'posed to get rid of you
Give her some of that grace I've given you

I grieve, but promised I'd never leave
I made promises outta steel, they won't break
You make promises when you're feeling the occasion
Think hard times is what you're dealing with?

Ok then
Rachel felt love, Leah got no play
Gomer got married when she was still in her ho phase
Read it in Hosea
What if I told you I had a hand in the whole thing?
What if I told you I had a plan for your pain?
Is it possible to leave me alone with it?
It's impossible to please me without faith
Let me cook
Let me season and sauté it

Truth is
The good days are real good actually
But bad days get way too sad for me
The sad days go real real bad for me
It's quite bad for me
Mike Jacksonly

Look
I'm not saying that it's all bad
It's all good til it's all bad
It's awful so I fall back
But I come back so it might not be as bad as it looks