Lyrics The Enemy - Acoustic - OH FYO!

I've been struggling to fit in
For as long as I remember
And every time I tried
I felt like a pretender
Out of place in my own skin
Even when I've been accepted
Being buried in my thoughts
I fail to get connected

My head is like a chamber
That's dangerous to enter
My mind is my tormentor
I can't shake it off

I fear that I can't break free
From my unrelenting nemesis
Can't fight this demon deep inside of me
So I am falling victim to myself

I know I'm not like the others
But sometimes I wish I was
They're all friends and lovers
While I'm just cold and numb
I think I'm craving closeness
But I can't break this resistance
And nobody ever noticed
My eyes lost in the distance

My thoughts are like a virus
Destructive and desirous
Devouring me alive
And I can't shake them off

I fear that I can't break free
From my unrelenting nemesis
Can't fight this demon deep inside of me
So I am falling victim to myself
I'm hosting the enemy
The enemy
Sitting in my head
Sitting in my head
No remedy
No remedy
No I can't break free
Hosting the enemy
The enemy
Sitting in my head
Sitting in my head
No remedy
No remedy
'Cause I'm hosting my enemy

I know something is wrong with me
But I was born this way
It's taken control of me
And I can't help myself
Why am I lonely in company
In every single place
How can I fight an enemy
Who never shows their face

I fear that I can't break free
From my unrelenting nemesis
Can't fight this demon deep inside of me
So I am falling victim to myself
I'm hosting the enemy
The enemy
Sitting in my head
Sitting in my head
No remedy
No remedy
No I can't break free
Hosting the enemy
The enemy
Sitting in my head
Sitting in my head
No remedy
No remedy
'Cause I'm hosting my enemy
Yes, I'm hosting my enemy
Oh, I'm hosting my enemy
Yes, I'm hosting my enemy
Oh, I'm hosting my enemy