Lyrics The Hardest Part - Live From KOKO - Olivia Dean

I wrote this song when I realised that kinda hard thing about
When you love someone and you've been growing
And growing and growing with them
And then you kinda get to this point
Where you kinda both done the growing
And you can't do it with them and it's really hard and
You both kinda look at each-other and um- alright, yeah
This is The Hardest Part, please sing along

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
Normally I need you, this time, I don't wanna go
'Cause lately I been growing into someone you don't know
You had the chance to love her, but apparently you don't
No, you don't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

Held you up so highly, deep under your spell
Your opinions would define me, this time, I made some for myself
'Cause lately I been certain there's no further to go
Yeah, you had the chance to love me, but apparently you won't
No, you won't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

And it's okay
I'm not gonna remember you that way
You say I'm different now like that's so strange
But I was only eighteen
You shoulda known that I was always gonna change

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
Ain't there no more, but the hardest part is (I ain't there no more)
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway