Lyrics Broken Down - Ollie

Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

I'm feeling broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken
And all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that everything I touch just starts eroding?
Fuck it, no that ain't true
Tell me it's all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to, it doesn't hurt to try
Why do I feel pain for simply being alive?

Every day I'm confused, every day is a fight
Falling deeper with time, I'm slowly losing the light
Really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
I really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
Sit alone in my room, just barely getting along
Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone
Maybe only my family, dad, brother, and mom
While I'm still alive and breathing, someone prove to me I'm wrong

Broken down
Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now (hopeless now), I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

Why does this feel like a confession?
Like I've let somebody down for struggling with depression
How can I save me from myself? My own mind is a weapon
That I battle every day while staring at my reflection
I keep all of this hid, probably why it builds up
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense, but somehow writing it does
I'm growing weak in my body, think I got no one to trust
So what's the point in me trying when trying's leaving me stuck?
Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same?
Why do I keep on breaking down over and over again?
Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end
Is this ever gon' end? 'Cause I'm-

Broken down (broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

Broken down (broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down