Lyrics Never Have I Ever - Olliea

I don't know how I'm meant to cope
When I'm with you and all my thoughts
I don't wanna be here anymore
I just wanna wash up onto the shore

Never have I ever felt like I've been loved before
Soon as I trust someone they walk out the fucking door
Never have I ever been around but stayed ignored
That's how I feel like when I'm with you and all your flaws

I don't know why but I'm struggling to be around you
Maybe it's cus of all the pain you put me through
I don't know why but I'm always dreaming about us two
I just hope that you never meet someone new

I don't know how I'm meant to cope
When I'm with you and all my thoughts
I don't wanna be here anymore
I just wanna wash up onto the shore

Never have I ever felt like I've been loved before
Soon as I trust someone they walk out the fucking door
Never have I ever been around but stayed ignored
That's how I feel like when I'm with you and all your flaws

I'm slowly drifting away in my bed
All these nightmares are trapped in a war
I'm slowly fading away in my head
Guess I'm rapidly turning into a corpse

Mmmm, I don't think I'm gonna make it
Sick and tired of the fake shit
I just wish there's an ending

Cus lately I've been depressed
I'm not causing trouble but I'm losing all my friends
I don't understand, how's this happening again?
Been tryna work this out but I'm not 100% percent
Knew I loved you from the start but I couldn't be pretend

I don't know how I'm meant to cope
When I'm with you and all my thoughts
I don't wanna be here anymore
I just wanna wash up onto the shore

Never have I ever felt like I've been loved before
Soon as I trust someone they walk out the fucking door
Never have I ever been around but stayed ignored
That's how I feel like when I'm with you and all your flaws

I'm slowly drifting away in my bed
All these nightmares are trapped in a war
I'm slowly fading away in my head
Guess I'm rapidly turning into a corpse