Lyrics Scatter Brain - Omar LinX

I'm trying to understand
Why I don't want to go
I just want to breathe
I thought I'll let them know
I want to turn off for a little bit
Not a long time just a little bit
Let me burn out like a cigarette
Let it die down I can live with it
It so unreal so innocent
They saying I changed, I can give a shit
I could care less, that's the real truth
Just trying to live my life, nobody asked you
Or you can tag along but don't have to
So how to rope you in with no lasso
Aren't you brand new, I'm your boy
The big cheese, tell 'em no soy
Tell 'em yo soy
The motherfucker that make something from nothing and now look at him he so coy
So ill, I'm telling you I'm not well
I'm telling you it ain't fine
I'm saying that I'm wrong
And you knew it all along
I've been saying that the whole time
What the fuck are you doing
Take a trip never mind the souvenir
In the clear waiting for a new year
Between me and you this shit is getting weird
No I'm looking through my phone
I've been getting in my zone
Think I'm probably good to go
'Cause I didn't even know I was sitting alone
I'm all that is left
This is all in my head
I've lost it again
Holy trip on to the next
Fuck...