Lyrics Menial - OneFromTheNorth

Every day I wait for the night to come
The moment so peaceful and quiet
I can whisper a word and still I'm calm
Alone I feel I'm with my best friend

Yesterday again I was down
Hit hard on the ground
I was choking but still alive
Even if I felt dead inside

You think I can understand nothing
That I can only stare outside by the window
I feel how you keep shouting at my face
But hey
Only I can hear is the death rattle

I don't want to fall asleep
And face another day
Too afraid to close my eyes as the nightmare starts
When I open them again

Tomorrow is another needle in a doll
Which is me
My mind still exists
But the body is gone
I know how you treat me

You think I can understand nothing
That I can only stare outside by the window
I feel how you keep shouting at my face
But hey
Only I can hear is the death rattle

Nightside hours
My best friends
Eyes closed I let myself go away
Nightside hours
My dear friends
When I can escape from where I am
When I can escape from where I am
When I can escape from where I am

You think I can understand nothing
That I can only stare outside by the window
I feel how you keep shouting at my face
But hey
Only I can hear is the death rattle

You think I can understand nothing
That I can only stare outside by the window
I feel how you keep shouting at my face
Only I can hear is the death rattle