Lyrics Fabricated - Oricadia

Gay, how you fuck with my head
Changed, now you wanted me dead
Pain, now you wanna see me used to
Now you wanna see me used to
I told them I would run away
Yet I stay the touch away
I don't wanna'die today
You told me that it's fabricated
I know don't elaborate it
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Oh, I don't wanna

Shame, I'm way too easy
Let these people right beside me
Now they leach off my achievements, go away
I just go off of my feelings, I know really
I should try to never show what I'm feeling
I know that I've been fallin'
I know that I can't focus
I know that I'm so hopeless
I know
I know

Gay, how you fuck with my head
Changed, now you wanted me dead
Pain, now you wanna see me used to
Now you wanna see me used to
I told them I would run away
Yet I stay the touch away
I don't wanna'die today
You told me that it's fabricated
I know don't elaborate it
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Oh, I don't wanna

Change, that she do to my head
I get dazed
Now I see all these x's for days
I know that I've been projectin'
I know that I've been projectin'
I've been leaving ever since
No more "I know" I can't rest
Leave my demons heaven sent
Bae I'm clinging on the threads
Mental tore me down to shreds and it's broken again

Gay, how you fuck with my head
Changed, now you wanted me dead
Pain, now you wanna see me used to
Now you wanna see me used to
I told them I would run away
Yet I stay the touch away
I don't wanna'die today
You told me that it's fabricated
I know don't elaborate it
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Oh, I don't wanna