Lyrics Intro - Oswin Benjamin

Looking for joy
(Joy)
Open the psalms
With sweat in palms
And tears on cheek
I'm reading looking for joy
(Joy)
I heard it comes in the morning
But I'm tired of mourning
Getting harder to see
But I'm looking for joy
(Joy)
I fear for my life
And fear for my wife
My type of pigment it ain't welcome outside still God we looking for joy
(Joy)
5, 840 hours to the second
Since I seen Naj goddamnit it I'm missing my Boy
Through all the grief
Im fighting my demons and fighting myself
Finding my peace and finding myself
I'm trying to heal
I step outta line
I question my faith and I'm questioning God
I'm dying to feel something through the mourning