Lyrics Homegrown - Otep

He hurts me
'Cause he cares
He hurts me
And it's all my fault!
Roaches and cigarettes
A sink of hungry dishes
Flies in the afterbirth
I miss you when you're timid
Loving you
Is nothing new
It's self mutilation
I crave the pain
I'm so ashamed
But I love
The stimulation
The last time I died
The last time I died
Wasn't nearly this much fun
Welcome
Welcome
Welcome to the family
To this drug addict
Sex fanatic
Alcoholic tragedy
Welcome to the family
To this drug addict
Sex fanatic
Alcoholic fantasy
I fell down some stairs
I ran into a wall
He hurts me 'cause he cares
It's all my fault!
He likes to kill
Small animals
And blame it
On the weather
Father was Andronicus
My secret name
Was terror
Loving you
Is nothing new
It's self mutilation
I crave the pain
I'm so ashamed
But I love
The stimulation
The last time I died
The last time I died
Wasn't nearly this much fun
Welcome
Welcome
Welcome to the family
To this drug addict
Sex fanatic
Alcoholic tragedy
Welcome to the family
To this drug addict
Sex fanatic
Alcoholic fantasy
He hurts me
'Cause he cares
He hurts me
And it's all my fault
It's all my fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
Fuck you
You insecure
Piece of shit
Fuck you
Now look what
You made me do
Fuck you
You insecure
Piece of shit
Fuck you
Now look what
You made me do
Fuck you
If you touch us again
I will fucking kill you
I will make you pay
I will make you pay
Now you know
How it feels
Now you know
How it feels