Lyrics New Recording 1, May 29, 2022 - P-Trill

Woo, been battlin' survivor's guilt for a while now
For Big Ma, Kareem, and all other lost ones
We could call this "I Remember"
Missin' y'all everyday, for real (I remember)
Love y'all, always (I remember), aight, let's get into it
I remember
I remember

I remember wakin' up, thankful I ain't make the news
I remember some Decembers when I went without boots
I remember bein' last place, they like to pick and choose
I remember when they looked and laughed, they love it when you lose
Don't want us to win so I'm goin' in, this goes for all of yo' friends
They be quick to help you spend but won't help you get the 'ends
There's too much focus on trends, ain't lendin' no helpin' hand
If I fall, back up I stand 'cause I'ma stick to the plan

Ayy, I must be a war baby
Shoutout Roddy, every season, gotta ball, baby
Rough past, I'm surprised I haven't gone crazy
People act like they feel me
They ain't hearin' me, must be tryna race me
But ain't no competition, we all gon' shine
What you know 'bout usin' ya hand as a toothbrush
And that's how you get by?
Do you pray every mornin' and every night that you'll be fine?
What you know 'bout bein' the rock
Hidin' tears so the fam won't see you cry?
What you know 'bout livin' off check to check?
Apply to jobs and months past, no call back
Yeah, I did all that
Used to put smiles on to hide the pain, of course, that's how I healed
It ain't about fallin', it's how you get back up on ya heels

I remember wakin' up, thankful I ain't make the news
I remember some Decembers when I went without boots
I remember bein' last place, they like to pick and choose
I remember when they looked and laughed, they love it when you lose
Don't want us to win so I'm goin' in, this goes for all of yo' friends
They be quick to help you spend but won't help you get the 'ends
There's too much focus on trends, ain't lendin' no helpin' hand
If I fall, back up I stand 'cause I'ma stick to the plan

Let that pain sing like mm-mm-mm
Mm-mm-mmm (I remember)
Let that pain sing like mm-mm-mm (I remember)
Mm-mm-mmm (I remember)
Let that pain sing like mm-mm-mm (I remember)
Mm-mm-mmm (I remember)
Let that pain sing like mm-mm-mm (I remember)
Mm-mm-mmm
I remember
I remember
I remember