Lyrics Black Box - Papa Sleep

Black box
Black box
Suffering from all these black thoughts
I been drowning in a black box
Black box
Black box
Suffering from all these black thoughts
I been drowning in a black box

I'm a late 80s coke dream
Lately I been living in a smoke screen
Sleepwalking on the wrong planet
Dissociated now I'm always in a state of panic
Either that or sertraline
Had no options
Air taste like bitter tangerines
Uppers downers doesn't matter if you're down and out
They carve the strikes into the skin and watch you suffer from afar

Black box
Black box
Suffering from all these black thoughts
I been drowning in a black box
Black box
Black box
Suffering from all these black thoughts
I been drowning in a black box

Judgement day imma wake up at the bar
Overslept missed the first 20 years of my life
Everything flash in the single blink of an eye until I'm blind
Down a pint and stumble home to an empty void
Rather just forget the way that things have been
Tell me "focus on the future" but I'm tethered to the past
Hold me down and hold me back until I'm drowning on regrets
I think I finally hit the surface but I'm waking up in cold sweats