Lyrics Hell and Back - Paradoxx

I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay?
Wow, ooh
Oh my god you ser-, you serious the librarian
You wouldn't understand you're just a kid
Then I could try
I don't know sometime's it's all to much
What is?
Life everything just having the gun here
Knowing there's a way out, it helps

Seeing my fears come alive
I feel like I'm dead Inside

I feel like I'm dead inside

I went through hell and back
You would never understand

You would never understand
Getting trapped in yourself
I'm screaming, I'm calling for help

It's quiet as a mouse in here
I just gotta get out of here

But I can't
And you can't help me
If I come back please hold me gently
And now I'm Back, I've lived a thousand lives
If I die let it please be by your side

Seeing my fears come alive
I feel like I'm dead inside

I feel like I'm dead inside

I went through hell and back
You would never understand

You would never understand
Getting trapped in yourself
I'm screaming, I'm calling for help

It's quiet as a mouse in here
I just gotta get out of here

But I can't
And you can't help me
If I come back please hold me gently
And now I'm Back, I've lived a thousand lives
If I die let it please be by your side