Lyrics Feeling Inside - Paranoid Castle

I have the purest endurance, nothing can take my dominance
I lost my auntie, my brother
And don t know where my mama is
I don t hide under the covers cause that is where the drama is
I pull the strings on the curtains i know the things for certain
If you're hurtin' you needa dip your body in the sunlight
Walk around this earth til you can give birth to some insight
And get your mind right in the process
And the object is to survive stay alive and accomplish
Postive progression no time for aggression
Get your groove on it s a new song
Listen to the rhythm of a new day it s a party
Each and every time god wakes up your body
We can parle, have fun spend some money
On some champagne have brunch on Sunday
Cause we don t know if we gon' live till Monday
Don t be sad everybody dies off someday
Chorus:
Even though the world is cold
And I m alone, I m loving what I m feeling inside
I probably cried a thousand times
But I m alive, I m loving what I m feeling inside
This world is wonderful and that s why
I m loving what I m feeling inside
This song is beautiful oh my god
I m loving what I m feeling inside
Its kind of difficult to describe the way that I m feeling
Like I m on top of the world yet under the ceiling
Of a casket things in the past have been tragic
I want it to disappear like magic
It won t go away and the tears are sporadic
And and I'm probably one drink away from becoming an addict
Lonely habits of depression I reckon
I could conjure up more questions
But f*ck it, I'm luck, I'm still here living and i got a lot of homies

What? it makes me feel better. i feel the need to be caressed
And told that I m clever
Is not to be consoled the multiple sexual positions and not just missionary
Is my therapy so i live another day and you don't have to bury me
[Chorus x2]
I stood at the edge of the ocean and had an epiphany
The wind of Marin was blowing the time infinity
The surf was up the tide was coming up to my knees
The sun was the color of a tangerine
And at that moment I was granted clarity
I was able to see my life as a fantasy
I didn t have to live within a set reality being on shrooms was only a technicality
My mind opened up and revealed all the love in me
So much i want it to manifest it very publicly
I begin to cry my friends came to comfort me
All so lovingly, they began hugging me
And telling me that we were all family
That they had my back, even when life challenged me
I didnt really know what to say but that day all my pain went away
I m loving what I m feeling inside
(Oooo I just love the way)
I m loving what I m feeling inside
(Inside, I just love the way)
I m loving what I m feeling inside
(Ya got to know that i)
I m loving what I m feeling inside
(Inside, i love the way)
I m loving what I m feeling inside
(I just love the way)
I m loving what I m feeling inside