Lyrics Sandpaper. - Perry Maysun

I been lonely for like six years I'm sick of it
You stupid bitch
You will not find no love inside this world of piss
What, it's a drug trip he went took a mystery pill
Climbing up the biggest hill
Bitch you know I'm fucking ill
Why don't you love me
Why not
Because it looks like
You keep a crack pipe in your high tops
Is he gone OD tonight
Oh he might not
Euphoria, he gone get high as fuck and hit the right spot
He took four tabs, and tried to rip the skin off his cheek
Crying in the mirror like a bitch saying whoah was me
Hungry as fuck in the crib with no food might just eat my teeth
Depersonalization vomit blood in the fucking street
One two double sucker punch to my fucking cheeks
Who was punching you in the face
Oh that was just me
Oh that was just me
Oh that was just me
Who was punching you in the face
Oh that was just me

Trying to cry as much as I can so I could collect my tears
Then put them in a bottle and I'll drink them for a couple years
And now you bloody as shit
In the fucking street
Rub your cheeks, on the concrete like sandpaper until you bleed
You love to watch yourself bleed
Now watch that motherfucker bleed
Now watch that motherfucker

Now watch that motherfucker
NA, AA, I was fucked up in both of them
Dissolved a couple pills in water bottles started gulping them
Was high and drunk in both of them
And I'm not even boasting but
I would rather fucking stab myself with a rusty blade
And watch myself bleed than go to one of your meetings today
So guess what I did
I fucking cut myself
Every song is just a storybook it's not a cry for help
It's not a cry for help
Why does that matter
You wouldn't help me anyways unless I made your pockets fatter
Make your pockets fatter
Made your pockets fatter
Wouldn't help me anyways unless I made your pockets fatter
Oh hold on I can't breathe I think it's hitting me
Do not want to go to hell but where has my religion been
So I prayed to God while I almost OD'd
And god ain't say shit back while I passed out slowly
While I passed out slowly
And god ain't say shit back while I passed out slowly
THIS IS IT
Im sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry