Lyrics July 18th - Pessimist

Try to get this off my chest,
I never really tried my best.
I kinda knew we'd never last,
You never really earned my trust.
Lost my self-esteem, By being disappointing.
Intentions never got me far,
I just ended up walked all over.
I guess some things never change.

So close your eyes,
Open your mind,
Take a deep breath and just dive into the,
Ocean inside my mind.
Pick yourself up,
'Cause no ones listening.
You're all on your own and it's your decision.
You've taken everything.

Losing myself every day,
With reflections I begin to hate, Remembrance of being blessed,
To save some grace through all of this.
Pushed myself to breaking, But you kept on taking.
You left me as a hollow shell,
Showing cracks in every cell.

So close your eyes,
Open your mind,
Take a deep breath and just dive into the,
Ocean inside my mind.
Pick yourself up,
'Cause no ones listening.
You're all on your own and it's your decision.
You've taken everything.

So make no mistake,
I've given up on my dreams,
Such a fucking waste of time,
I'll throw it all away, one thing to say, I've given all I can give,
I work myself to the bone in the end.