Lyrics Zach's Ballad - Peter Manos

I don't really wanna talk about what's on my mind
Can't you tell me all the little things I can't define?
Like where were you last summer?
And all through December
Can't I remember anything but the golden times?
Maybe I'll find some peace of mind, mind
Maybe I won't, maybe I won't

Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you're not around
Sometimes I still think about it
Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I'm drowning out
Forget about it, can't compensate no more

Maybe I stop questioning the meaning
You'd ask me what is real
And maybe where my head's been
But back in the day, I remember my face
I romanticize the feeling
Bottle up the reasons, I think I can make it

Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you're not around
Sometimes I still think about it
Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I'm drowning out
Forget about it, can't compensate no more

I'm closing my eyes, ask if I'm alive
No, I'm just tired and can't fall asleep
I'm really just fine, but I've realized
I can't rely on you, anymore