Lyrics Back To You - Phora

Yeah, I got to many thoughts in my head lately
Ain't have enough of you in my bed lately
Everything's different this year it's been crazy
But honestly I don't know who I been lately
'Cause everything is different don't know what to do
Everything is falling I'm running to you
Lately I feel like I got nothing to lose
I just hate the person I'm turning in too
I wanna be what we was back in the days
Back to all the times you would still ask me to stay
Back against the wall you knew I had to be saved
I was drinking back to back shit I guess I'm back to my ways well
Everything changed so fast
They say the love was never real if the pain don't last
Ashamed of my past, not really knowing how to react
I been losing touch just hoping you bring me back would you ... yeah,
I got it yeah,
Couldn't afford to be loved put us on layaway
Hoping you'd stay hoping you'd waste away your time
Waiting for me is wrong but still I hate to say
We all addicted to something that takes the pain away
But I'm tryna go back to the person I was
Why do we act like it don't hurt when it does
Know I disappeared when you needed me most
Fuck, wish I coulda loved how you shoulda been loved
Guess I just overthink and I over love
Overreact so I never open up
Over these feelings I never show enough
You say your heart don't belong to me but I know it does
Everything changed so fast
They say the love was never real if the pain don't last
Ashamed of my past, not really knowing how to react
I been losing touch just hoping you bring
Me back would you ... yeah ... I mean ... fuck