Lyrics Grief - Droid , Zuko G , Piché

And thank god that I don't have a gun
He knows I'd turn it to my head if I was drunk
Just when everything is great I feel glum
Then the walls close in and everything goes wrong
I tried to cover all my feelings with whatever I could
Handle emotions with handles whatever I can abuse
I broke to pieces, wonder why I felt so blue
And maybe even now I'm not who I used to
Fuck feelings, I keep these people far
Cause every single time I get close I break my heart
Smarter than the rest but now I really don't wanna be
Got it right in my head, got it wrong audibly
I'm never really busy but I never really sleep
I met the undertow and this life is a beach
Kurt said it best but Nirvana's out of reach
I think I'd rather burn out than have any more feelings
Wonder why I'm broke
Money can't replace you, maybe that's why it's blown
And drugs take the pain but man they never fill the hole
I'm a stressed out mess, this life is a joke
Saw a kid got hit by a car, it really didn't bother me
I know it should've, but I got jealous honestly
If Imma go out I hope nobody follows me
Long way down from the top, nobody stopping me

Let me sleep, I am tired of my grief
I would like you
(I would like you to love me)
To love me, to love me
Let me sleep, I am tired of my grief
I would like you
(I just need some sleep)
To love me, to love me

I'm face to face with the angel of death
I'm losing feeling in my head there's no emotion that's left
I take a couple of puffs, killing myself with every breath
Killing myself with every step, begging my legs to leave my bed, I'm a
Deadbeat, I'm a
Black sheep, and I'm
Too deep, but I
Can't sleep, so I
Take my leave and I pack my bag
And I'm always improvising so I trash the map
It seems like everything I want is never anything I have
And by the time I make a choice I choose the things that didn't last
I never feel at home when I step inside the door
And I need to go to sleep, but my bed is on the floor
In the bathroom, but I don't care anymore
I don't care, all I ever do is stare anymore
I'm in my head, always silence in the air anymore
Wish I was dead, I look around and you ain't there anymore
You ain't there anymore
I'm in the rain when it pours
The voices fade in the storm
The voice I tried to ignore
Until it left, now I'm wishing that I heard a bit more
And my heart is left in pieces broke right down to the core

Let me sleep, I am tired of my grief
I would like you
(I would like you to love me)
To love me, to love me
Let me sleep, I am tired of my grief
I would like you
(I just need some sleep)
To love me, to love me