Lyrics Dead Before I Blow Up - Poppy Tears , Lil Happy Lil Sad

You weren't there when I needed you the most
And now your here cause Im coming up like my fuckin dose

Every night I imagine you alone
You ain't gotta say it I can tell by the tone
Ten between my teeth so my eyes fuckin roll
Find me underneath tryna find a way to cope

But I ain't finding no one
Tell me where my souls gone
Felt like it for so long
Think Im fuckin frozen
I think I might just own up
Dead before I blow up
I ain't hold no double cup
I ain't sold it's not enough...

Said Im running out of luck
But I'll keep going till Im done
I'll keep going till Im numb
Im throwing up on camera
Pretty looking glamorous
Black lung stamina
Cut her wrists and I know how to handle her

I cant handle all these feelings that I'm writing down
I cant handle all the shit I fucking sing about
She swear that she love me but I'm filled with doubt
She say that she love me when she smoke my loud

I cant trust her its not her fault I'm so paranoid
Swear I love her all I want is fucking self control
Pray that one day I will have some fucking inner peace
But I guess till then I'll suffocate and cope with weed

I cant trust her its not her fault I'm so paranoid
Swear I love her all I want is fucking self control
Pray that one day I will have some fucking inner peace
But I guess till then I'll suffocate and smoke my weed