Lyrics Cigarette - Poppy Tears

I don't think that you really think about it
You left in a notion and now I'm drowning
Where will I be when you aint there
The air that I breathe is no longer clear
Cigarette on my teeth will I make it here
When I write a song just don't interfere
I chase a feeling, I'm losing meaning
Done with the dealing, I open a secret
I've had my sleep in, oh so convenient
I know I need it, you left me bleeding
And it's all in the past
Still pills in my bag
Feel ill and I crash
How long will it last