Lyrics Trying to Feel Alive - Porter Robinson

And do you feel better now?
I thought I′d run until the sky came out
And with the sunlight on my face
Something changed
And just trying to feel alive
You climbed a mountain, are you satisfied?
You stand at the top
You already wanna do this
One more time
Maybe it's a gift that I couldn′t recognize
Maybe I don't really need to feel satisfied
Maybe it's a gift that I spent all this time
Just trying to feel alive
Maybe I don′t really want to be satisfied
Maybe it′s a gift that I couldn't recognize
Maybe this is all
Maybe this was all
Then somebody somewhere finds
The warmth of summer in the songs you write
Maybe it′s a gift that I couldn't recognize
Trying to feel alive