Lyrics Talk to Me Before I Die - Cuco , Pouya

Its hard to feel
Easy to kill
hard to deal
Easy to give up
hard to build
Easy to break down ease up run the fees up
With my feet up in the Fiat let my brain rot
Feel the raindrops in my tank top
And I can't stop and I can't move
When I wake up and I break up
And I say stuff that was never meant to see the daylight
I realize that I demonize you when I blame my problems on you
It was always me
Im uncomfortable in my skin when Im not with you
I feel like Im walkin' in circles
what's my purpose
Brand new whips and purses
Beggin' my baby don't hurt me like I hurt you yuh

Sing to me a lullaby
talk to me before I die
Question my emotions I'm so sick from all the notion that
Ending this sounds easy maybe Ill end up on TV
I can't seem to find the meaning
I can't seen to find the meaning
I wanna feel alive
how do I tell these lies
How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright
Don't wanna hurt this way
do I deserve to stay
Do my apologies mean anything to you today

Yuh
It's hard to feel alive
It's easy to want to die
It's hard to look at my reflection
Easy to grip that Smith and Wesson
Easy to fuck that bitch no question
Easy to get my dick hard
It's easy to get real pissed off
It's hard to quit my day job
It's easy to pop pills
skip meals
Get fucked up tucked under covers
Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo
When I feel safest and I'm less anxious
Beggin' for someone to save me
'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me lately
Creepin' on me when the sun go down so shaded
No surprise it don't phase me yuh

Sing to me a lullaby
talk to me before I die
Question my emotions I'm so sick from all the notion that
Ending this sounds easy maybe I'll end up on TV
I can't seem to find the meaning
I can't seem to find the meaning
I wanna feel alive
how do I tell these lies
How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright
Don't wanna hurt this way
Do I deserve to stay
Do my apologies mean anything to you today