Lyrics Two Months - Prettibleu

If I hurt myself tonight, just know it's not your fault
I wanna feel but I don't wanna feel another loss
You're the one I call when I'm down at all
But it's been two months since we can text or call

And I miss that, now I'm mismatched
Don't wanna go back to that rough patch
I'll paint my nails black and pretend that I'm doing fine, but I don't mean that
I swear you saved me from myself when I got scared in the night
Now I'm driving by your house and I got tears in my eyes
Now I'm waiting for a text I might not get a reply
I been trying not to miss the girl that's kept me alive
My thoughts are clouded but I'm tryna do my best for you
My mind is dying but I'm trying not to think of you
And I don't hate you but I hate the way we had to move
And if I could've done it different I would stay with you

If I hurt myself tonight, just know it's not your fault
I wanna feel but I don't wanna feel another loss
You're the one I call when I'm down at all
But it's been two months since we can text or call

Her parents hate me but I love her, I still say we're together
I hope that she still loves me the way I'm gonna tell her
Love me like I love you, then tell me 'bout the weather
I don't care I miss you, we'll talk about whatever
I just wanna let you know that I care for more
Than what I showed you in the night when we had clothes on the floor
And if you let me i can show you how I'll open the door
To a world of conversation that I hope you'll adore

If I hurt myself tonight, just know it's not your fault
I wanna feel but I don't wanna feel another loss
You're the one I call when I'm down at all
But it's been two months since we can text or call

If I hurt myself tonight, just know it's not your fault
I wanna feel but I don't wanna feel another loss