Lyrics Outro - Princ3 The Kidd

This song right here song right here song right here
I dedicate it to a very special lady
And you know who you are
Yea you know who you are
I hope you enjoy I hope you enjoy

Yea how much do I have to waste praying for better days
Lord please I think I might break
From all of these thoughts in my mind is a hateful place
I feel that I'll always be this way till my dying days
I'm paying for all your mistakes
I'm paying for all your mistakes

I am whatever I want to be
Because of you and the pain that keep cutting deep
And everything that you said yea I've been losing sleep
No matter how many times that I've been counting sheep
Bitch I won't get a wink don't even close my eyes to sleep
Cause sometimes I'm afraid to think and if I'm alone in the dark
My anxiety can get the best of me
And suddenly tears roll down my cheek
Bitch I hope you rot in every little piece
Six feet deep where your lye deceased
Or am I freak as my mind just speaks
Been looking and you ain't been found your life is like hide and seek
Still getting high I see you quite the sneak
Two-dollar hoe for a couple of thrills and a cheap drink
While you tweak, tweak, tweak, tweak
I'm not going to let bygones be bygones
And by God you can try hard
But my hearts so cold it won't thaw
We got a broken home and it's your fault
Tore down like the thoughts in my skull
But the truth is my life's flawed
Only real thing I accept at all
I can see the light on my path and the dark you cast
But your shadow still haunts
Another lie sworn and now that I built these walls
You gave me the ammo to write my life poured
That's why that I keep the mic on
And write all these songs it's my time to talk
You had your chance but you chose to walk
Those days turned to months and those months turned to years
Every now and again you here blink an eye an disappear

How much do I have to waste praying for better days
Lord please I think I might break
From all of these thoughts in my mind is a hateful place
I feel that I'll always be this way till my dying days
I'm paying for all your mistakes

I Must have been brain dead to get caught in your web
Stuck with a noose around my fucking neck
Even the hangman ain't going to make me hold my breath
That's why my flows such a chaotic a mess
I'm Lucky I didn't die from all the meds
Or when I slipped out the window seal and
Flipped upside down my body went and I landed on my head
Unconscious left for dead
I still can't forget this shit
The emptiness got me filled with hate
Till there's nothing left
Must have been a desperate cry for help
But I still ain't seen it yet
You lied tricked deceived connived but I survived your theft
And I got pressing stress from your selfishness and yes
I'm still depressed
At The same time, I'm really blessed
My dad broke his back to shield his kids
He did his best with his given hand
He told me one day we going to find out
Who she really is and you damn right I did
One minute she comes home the next she's jumping ship so fast
We're opposites on the map and this shit right here is game set match
And everything I went through it's all because or you
I been losing my mind to tell the truth
Like everything you touch is meant lose
You poisoned your daughters they followed your steps
You awful you holding that gun to their heads
You ruined the relationship that we had
You turned them to drugs
They searching for love
You must have been Hell sent and you got what you wanted
You got what you wanted
My brother ain't been the same since
You came in then snatched him and left
Your thoughts and ideas Your methods
That's bullshit you did look at how it all spread
You Condemned us for real
You selfish as hell while you sat in that cell
That's where you shall dwell but I'm hate full as well
I waited some time because they say it will tell
But I ain't been told I had to find out for my self

So, this song is to you and everyone listening
Gripping this mic and this pen
To tell you to go fuck yourself
You got what you wanted

So, this song is to you and everyone listening
Gripping this mic and this pen
To tell you to go fuck yourself
And you got what you wanted
You got what you wanted You got what you wanted
You got what you wanted yea got what you wanted

So, this song is to you and everyone listening
Gripping this mic and this pen to tell you to go fuck yourself
You got what you wanted go fuck yourself