Lyrics Pre-Owned - PrivateFuneral

I told myself I wasn't gonna make a song like this cause' I'm like really sick right now
It's the middle of winter, but it's whatever, ah

We be having naturally intimate conversations and we talk about situations that we've been in
The way she thinks of me done got my head twisted and spinnin'
Told me I'm a superstar but I ain't goin out like Lennon

She talks about my lenin and all my expensive clothes
But everything that's on my body has previously been owned, like
Everything from hats, to jewelry, and my coats
And, I was handed down the bed that I'm currently sleeping on

I used to like to rap about a life I wasn't living, but I promise I'm not lying when I said I was alone
People call me on my phone when tryna see what I've been on, like
"Are you still making music?"
If you cared then you would know

So, I've been going ghost for a minute with my bro
And we've been talking bout the same things that I can't let go of
Like, how I'm addicted to missing people I don't love
Cause' when they were around me I was tied down and shown no love

I'm saying YOLO, bruh
I'm tryna live my life
But, every time I get hurt I tell him that he's right, man
It's been about a year since I fought that fight
I learned to love myself
I had my wrongs made right

But, there's still a certain special person on my mind
But, I can't seem to let go of the past, like highlights
It's like living in another dimension like Sci-Fi
Me and her got good connection like it's Wi-Fi
But it's been forever since I've felt it
Middle of December and I'm melting, man