Lyrics Public Eye - Pro8lems

Why do I think the things I think
Why do I push my mind to break
Will these thoughts
Explain my ways
Will my love
Decide to stay
Or will I go all Kurt Cobain
Drugging hating my brain
Shotgun give it away
Keep my troubles and sorrows out of the public eye

Scared if I let it out she's gonna leave my side
Depressed she's my high end tide
Happiness from her
Across the street
Running
Stumbling
High and I'm geeked
Sad I'm a freak
Conflicted and ready to break
Hold me together
Keep me safe
Lock me up
Inside your heart
I'll treat you right
Did from the start
You're my shooting star
Night so dark
When you're not around
Just hearing you breathe
Keeps me safe and sound
Bad things die down

Girl let's party
Drunk pouring out my feelings
Tired of the sad shit
I'm beating my demons
Writing this sad shit
I'm Morgan Freeman
Recording my sad shit
I'll just start streaming
In my head
There's suicidal legions
Don't worry baby
They have no meaning
I'm with you
I'll make it to every season
Kiss under mistletoe in July
Live in the now
Tomorrow's not promised
Morbid I'm just being honest
Hate my brain
I'm going inside
Hiding from people
Wasting my time

Why do I think the things I think
Why do I push my mind to break
Will these thoughts
Explain my ways
Will my love
Decide to stay
Or will I go all Kurt Cobain
Drugging hating my brain
Shotgun give it away
Keep my troubles and sorrows out of the public eye

It's Hard to wake up and try
My Rooms a mess
I Gotta Dirty desk
I Failed a drug test
No job for me
I'm Longing to rest
Got called lazy
Told me my potentials a McDonald's cashier
I can't even get that far out of fear
Social anxiety
Chugging beers
Poisoned imma vomit
Wish it stayed down
I'll meet Haley's comet
And so much more
But since I'm here
I might as well stay
We got a life together
Living in May
Surrounded by magic
You're a wizard
Saved my family from tragedy
Im sure my friends will appreciate your majesty