Sad Face Emoji

We were both wasted
The first time I kissed you
I'd been alone for like six months
I was thinking about waiting
But I didn't wanna miss you
So I jumped
I left in the morning
You said are you leaving
I sent a sad face emoji
I think that was a warning
Cause I could have been sleeping
Good one, me

So why do I see her
I never see you
Wandering around
I like pretending that we do
A whole bunch of shit
But I haven't seen you
In almost a year
Fuck it, I didn't
Remember to call you
You came for a visit
I had no one to talk to
I'm lost in a haze
While I wait for your wedding day

You cut your hair short
When you came to my birthday
Your dad said something about me
When I visit the airport
I hope you're at my gate
Pathetically
When you mention your boyfriend
I like to ignore it
It can't be more than a year or three
I hate that I hate him
I wish I could help it
Say hi for me

So why do I see her
I never see you
Wandering around
I like pretending that we do
A whole bunch of shit
But I haven't seen you
In almost a year
Fuck it, I didn't
Remember to call you
You came for a visit
I had no one to talk to
I'm lost in a haze
While I wait for your wedding day

Now look at my options
I know you're not in em
I'm locked in my bedroom
You're filling out denim
I love when you call me
You speak so calmly
But you never do