If Roses Grew on Christmas Trees

I
Give up
On your love
Because
You cant trust
The process
Its enough
I promise
Don't mind me
I'm just painting
These pictures of you
In my head
I cant stop
But you already know that
Things I would do just to be here with you
Its so crazy
Drives me crazy

I'm giving up
I've had enough
I'm giving up
Don't mind me
I'm just painting
These pictures of you
In my head
I cant stop
But you already know that
This voice in my head
Says that I'm not the best
At this mess that I've made
And I think I've had enough

These demons got me hanging by a rope
(Someone help me now)
I'm fighting for my life and that's for sure
(I wont make it out)
You know that I'm gon be all alone
(Please don't leave me now)
On my own
I'm sick of this shit

Don't mind me
I'm just painting
These pictures of you
In my head
I cant stop
But you already know that
This voice in my head
Says that I'm not the best
At this mess that I've made
And I think I've had enough