Lyrics Suicide - R. Kelly

Said the easiest thing in the world
Is to love you
And the hardest thing in the world
Is to lose you
Said I tried and tried again to keep you
But it just ain't no use
I'm baffled 'cause of what went down
See I got your letter, so you're leaving town
Just take one minute to think about
Baby, lets back track on what happened in this house
Now, I remember clearly it was a Saturday
I came walkin' in four o'clock in the morning in
I thought you were sleepin'
One eye opened you turned and said to me, "Where the hell you been?"
Then I turned it around and hollered with some friends drinkin'
And now I'm sittin' here all alone
Wishing you were here to house this home
Said the easiest thing in the world
Is to love you
But the hardest thing in the world
Is to lose you
Now I'm sittin' here sippin' on things that I'm not suppose to
Sittin' right here and that ain't cool
I've got to get over, losing you
Shattered, I can't believe you're gone
I'm left in the middle of these four walls
Lying helpless 'bout to lose my mind
Baby, I can't fathom life without you by my side
Now every night before I go to sleep
I pray to heaven for a better me
Night time I'm thinkin' and days I'm up dreamin'
You were at work, I was at play
A nigga wanted you and plus his cake
I know, I ain't got no right to say
But I need you to head on back this way
Because I'm sittin' here all alone
Wishing you were here to house this home
Said the easiest thing in the world
Is to love you and I love you, baby
And the hardest thing in the world
Is to lose you, can't afford to lose you
Now I'm sittin' here sippin' on things that I'm not suppose to
Sittin' right here and woman you know
That ain't cool, I've got to get over
Baby, can't we just moan for love like we used to
Said the easiest thing in the world
Is to love you
But the hardest thing in the world, yea
Is to lose you
So, I'm sittin' here sippin' on things that I'm not suppose to
Contemplating, you know that ain't cool
But I just can't seem to get over
See, sometimes we men
We can dish it out
But sometimes we, men
We can't take it, it, hey
So, I'm gonna get up out this chair
And catch me a train and get where you are
Hey because I love you, babe
And I need you right here by my side
Ghetto woman, come on home to me
I'm dyin' sorry, and I can't seem to break free