Lyrics Lonely Day - R-Mean feat. System Of A Down

Such a lonely day

Such a lonely day
The most loneliest day of my life

Why I gotta overthink shit
Knowing that it won't solve anything
Why I gotta go to war when I write these bars
Looking for the calm that it bring
Always living with my guards up feeling like I'm in a quarantine
And my only exit be the pen's tip hoping they know what I mean
Because I hide it feeling kind of insecure
That's the life of an introvert
Rather be alone with some Hennessy and weed till my vision is a blur
And I feel numb
Feelings I don't feel none
I just talk to myself every time I need advice from a real one
Because my people never understand me
Not my friends, not my family
Even though they be right here why it feel like they abandon me
Because we got different goals
And we got different views
So we just grew apart
Hope you know I miss you
Hope u know

Such a lonely day
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
The most loneliest day of my life

Feeling like I don't got no home
Late at night riding solo
I just hit rock bottom not an Impala when I say I'm low low
I just roll me up a couple O's though
What I seen done made me lack trust
Look him in his eyes you can tell wounds never healed
They just patched up like it's bandaids
Underneath shit's so bleak
And my mama still so sad because my older bro and me still don't speak
Both of us just so weak
Holding on to resentment
So when we get together with the fam everyone can feel that tension
And I know she been through too much
Didn't wanna add more pain
I know we just being so lame
Giving no one else more blame
But we got different goals
And we got different views
So we just grew apart
Hope you know i miss you
Hope you know

Such a lonely day
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
The most loneliest day of my life