Lyrics 25 - RIELL

2 a.m., drunk in the back of a New Year's party
It's just me and Jack, Brandy and a bit of Bacardi
Now I'm tryna remember what I forgot this year
How did I come so far and still somehow end up here?
I'm blacking out last year's resolutions in sharpie

'Cause it's been the best and the worst
365 reasons why I'm unsure

If I should laugh or if I should cry
Something kinda fucked about 25
It could be better, I should be better, I
Fall in and out of love with my life
Too old to make it, too young not to try
It could be better, I should feel better, I (oh, I should feel better, I)
By 25

Running late, slam my antis with coffee (hmm-hmm)
Hearing 'bout how much my habits will cost me (hmm-hmm)
So I spend all my money tryna fix my mind
While I'm watching my friends settle down online
I'm patiently waiting but it's taking its sweet damn time
For my stars to align

'Cause it's (oh, it's)
Been the best (the best)
And the worst (the worst)
365 (oh, I) reasons why (oh, I) I'm unsure

If I should laugh or if I should cry
Something kinda fucked about 25 (about 25)
It could be better, I should be better, I
Fall in and out of love with my life
Too old to make it, too young not to try
It could be better, I should feel better, I (oh I, oh I, oh I)

It's all club bathrooms or wedding bells, it's
A basement or house in the hills, it's
Nine-to-five or can't pay the bills
Oh I, I should feel better, I
Tell your parents you've found the one, it's
Breakups so friends get you drunk, thought
25 was supposed to be fun (oh, I thought)
I don't know

If I should laugh or if I should cry
Something kinda fucked about 25
It could be better, I should be better, I (I should be better, I)
Fall in and out of love with my life
Too old to make it, too young not to try
It could be better, I should feel better, I
By 25