Lyrics Amnesia - Chester Watson , RITUAL

If you don't feel enough,
Why don't you show it?
Not asking you to peel me up
But baby don't break it down
The things that I do for love
I hate that you know this
I hope you don't notice.
This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her.
Everytime I close my eyes, eyes
Don't wanna cover up
But the??? keep showing up
Don't never talk to me about trust
I will never let the word get out
Let the thing that you thought was love
Won't never surface
I hope she don't notice.
This is fucking amnesia
Praying that i won't see her
Everytime I close my eyes, eyes
What is fake something I can't relate to
Hard for me to do it even though I wanna hate you
I can't erase you, I miss the memo
You drive me crazy, like John Dixon at the demos
A remininfo, raising nymph in the forest smoking indoor
Now only a bitch with some issues
I wish, I swore I didn't kiss you
But I did and now there's no more touching
Judge me, screaming scorning crime just to love me
The cosmos, all that's seen is borderline ugly
And what a understatement was that
Got your foot in my mouth and your brain in the vat, damn.
You even make it dangerous to chat
Trynna solve things, well how aimless is that
See my sanity has gone down the drain, down the hatch
I'm your line but im not willing to stay for the catch, huh?
This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Everytime I close my eyes, eyes
Don't wanna cover up
But the keep showing
Don't never talk to me about trust
I will never let the word get out
Let the thing that you thought was love
Won't never surface
I hope she don't notice
This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Everytime I close my eyes, eyes