Lyrics and translation Radius 21 - Xotira

Xotira

Pul, tillo, boylik kelganda har dam
O'zgarishi mumkin ekan har qanday odam
Seni suymagan insonga talpinar yurak
Afsus o'sha sevganinga boshqasi kerak
Do'stni do'st deyishga qorqamiz shu on
Ishonib turganimiz aldaydi hamon
Rost deb bilganimiz, aslida yolg'on
Jannatni unitib ketamiz, jahannam tomon!
Haqiqatga termo'laman ko'zim yoshlanib
Yasholmaymiz to'rt devorga bizlar qamalib
Kimdur oila boqaman deb chetga intilar
Tashqarida ming afsuski g'urur tobtalar
Bir qog'oz parchasi asli o'sha pul?
Biroq osha xal qiladi, kim qirol, kim qul?
Olmosni tanlaymiz deb tanlanadi kul
Nega adashamiz biz qaytadan nuqul?
Kiymiga qarab, biz ortramiz do'st
Odamgarchilikni bilmay qolamiz biroz!
Bu hayot bir kam dunyo, odamzotga xos
Asli toshqin narsalar nazaringda oz
Did haqida baxs qilamiz uramiz garov
Munosabat buziladi yonadi olov!
O'zimizcha past ketamiz qilsak iltimos
Ko'ngilga kalit esa shirin so'z xolos!
Shahzod, siz meni eshitsangiz agar
Sizga aytar so'zlarim bir muncha mayus
Siz bizni tashlab olislarga baxt
Osmon ham yig'lar, qilardi afsus!
Shahzod, siz bilsangiz agar
Bizdan ayirib ustozni xato qildi kuz
Qolib ketdi shoirsiz minglab qo'shiqlar
Falakda ham so'ndi poralagan yulduz
Bu dunyo qorong'u, bu osmon qora
Daryo kabi imlanib dilim ovora
Afsuski bu she'rim sizga bag'ishlab
Satrga dardim ila kuyladim atab
Bir qator siyoh ichra hayot yashirib Farishtangiz qanot yozdi sizga intilib
"Yo'q-yo'q bu yolg'on" - yiglaydi yurak
Ko'zlarimda nam xira, tush bo'lsa kerak
Ko'nglimda bir dunyo bo'laman
Sen-ku meni topa olmaysan
Sen izlagan daryo bo'laman
To'g'on bo'lib gapirolmaysan
Tushlaringa kirmasman hech ham
Ko'zlaring ham tushmaydi sira
Men azobman, seni suyangan
Tuyulganda dunyolar xira
Men hayolman, senga ovunchoq
Dardlaringa malham bo'laman
Sen-ku meni topa olmaysan
Sen topgan kun men ketgan bo'laman!
Ko'zlarim xiradir lekin ko'r emas!
Bu hayot okean, biz bir kichik kema
Cheksiz va qirrasiz turli xil odam
Naqadar xilma-xil, yetmaydi qalam

Memory

When money, gold, and wealth come every moment,
Any person can change.
The heart yearns for the one who doesn't love you,
Unfortunately, the one you love needs someone else.
We're afraid to call a friend a friend at this moment,
The one we trust always deceives us.
What we thought was true is actually a lie,
We forget paradise, towards hell!
I am filled with truth, my eyes welling up,
We cannot live imprisoned within four walls.
Someone strives abroad to provide for their family,
Unfortunately, pride triumphs outside.
Is a piece of paper really that money?
But that paper decides who is king and who is slave.
Choosing diamonds, we end up with ashes,
Why do we constantly make the same mistakes?
We choose friends based on their clothes,
We lose sight of humanity a little!
This life is a fleeting world, inherent to mankind,
Things that are truly precious seem insignificant to you.
We argue about taste and make bets,
Relationships break, fire burns!
We lower ourselves if we make a request,
The key to the heart is just a kind word!
Shahzod, if you hear me,
My words to you are somewhat sad.
Happiness found you in distant lands,
Even the sky would cry in regret!
Shahzod, if you knew,
Autumn made a mistake by taking our teacher away.
Thousands of songs were left without a poet,
Even the shining star in the sky faded.
This world is dark, this sky is black,
My heart is troubled, yearning like a river.
Unfortunately, I dedicate this poem to you,
I sang about my pain, mentioning you in every line.
Life is hidden within a line of ink, Your angel wrote with wings, reaching out to you.
"No, no, this is a lie" - cries the heart,
My eyes are wet and blurry, it must be a dream.
I will become a whole world in my heart,
But you won't be able to find me.
I will become the river you seek,
You won't be able to speak, like a dam.
I will never enter your dreams,
Your eyes won't fall on me at all.
I am the pain that embraces you,
When worlds fade away in a blur.
I am a dream, a comfort to you,
I will become a balm for your sorrows.
But you won't be able to find me,
The day you find me, I will be gone!
My eyes are blurry, but not blind!
This life is an ocean, we are a small ship,
Endless and boundless, with all sorts of people.
So diverse, words cannot describe.