Lyrics Flowers in a Vase - Rainsford

Wake up next to pills and empty bottles
Checking on these messages from mamma
Hear what people say but I don′t wanna keep riding this wave
And overmedicating, my love
Never runs away or breaks a promise,
Except for when it comes to my own body
Swore that I would change myself for (Margaret?)
Flowers in a vase, but the colors fade to grey,
My love, my love, my love
Paid another visit to my doctor
Lately it's just problem after problem
Tried to plant the seeds but they don′t blossom
Hide the pain away, do my best to save my love
Hope that I can make it through the winter babe
Guess I never learn from my mistakes,
Flowers in a vase but the colors fade to grey
My love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love
Not the way I'd hoped to see my father
In his mind I was his perfect daughter
I appreciate that i still got him
Scars you can't erase and blood you can′t replace, my love
If we could go back to the beginning babe
Maybe you could know me in my darkest place
Left me all alone when i was so afraid
Flowers in a vase but the flowers fade to grey,
My love, my love, my love my love my love my love