Lyrics Bad Addiction - Rajae5k

Yea
Ever since I was caught smoking
I felt ashamed my whole family knew
Yea
I'm glad I'm sober at this point
'Cause sometimes I feel like my Anxiety just tryna get the best of me
Have you ever felt that feeling before?

Dealing with bad habits
I wish I never had it (Yea)
I feel even worser then a sex addict
Why I can't escape these bad addiction (Yea)
Dealing with bad habits
I wish I never had it (Yea)
I feel even worser then a sex addict
Why I can't escape these bad addiction (Ayo)

First time smoking weed
Got me in a good mood yes indeed
When I'm high off the munchies
My homie peer pressure me
Momma find out gave me ass whooping I'll can't forget
But it didn't hurt to me as so much
I start smoking again and couldn't quit
Then I'm addict to watching porn
Wish I never knew it after I was born
It was like my body reform
To shape-shift as a teenager then torn
And I admit I was getting dumber
My life feels like an entitle bummer
I'm a loner and a mass stunner
But all my life I just just a runner
I realize every time I smoking always be having bad karma
So I had to face my own drama
Feelin' like I was turning into a lamba
My momma finally taught me how to say my prayers
Read the original lines by each layers
Being a positive role model is my portrayers

Dealing with bad habits
I wish I never had it (Yea)
I feel even worser then a sex addict
Why I can't escape these bad addiction (Yea)
Dealing with bad habits
I wish I never had it (Yea)
I feel even worser then a sex addict
Why I can't escape these bad addiction (Ayo)

My heartbeat keeps on repeated
These battles are always undefeated
But never gave up and preceded
It's just really incomplete it
And I couldn't believe that broken promise
The demons were close to the darkness
I couldn't face them regardless
But I can try escaping them mission accomplish
After the girl broke my heart my world demolish
I wasn't really born in gutter
But I was raised my single mother
Don't be hated on me cause I'm special
And my skin is the perfect color
And while my father well he was locked up for probably being a hoodlum
But how I'm supposed to feel sorry
He made the choice couldn't understood him
But if he was by my side
I probably wouldn't be doin' this mess
I'm tired lyin' to my folks I ask god to end these stress
Still feel suicidal real close to my chest
I'm tryin' so hard to quit hell I'm tryin' my best
But how can I end these sins and really guess?
I'm thankful for everything, thankful for my life
Always have my own bless
Still feel like my life is a mess

Dealing with bad habits
I wish I never had it (Yea)
I feel even worser then a sex addict
Why I can't escape these bad addiction (Yea)
Dealing with bad habits
I wish I never had it (Yea)
I feel even worser then a sex addict
Why I can't escape these bad addiction (Aye)