Lyrics Party Fear - Raleigh Ritchie

Hi, I get headaches all the time
I rain tears and let them dry
I let medics standing by
Okay, bye
I don't know why I am like this
Honestly I really try
It's just the words don't reach my mind
Do you ever feel stuck
Stuck in the middle of your life
Wondering will it be alright
Isn't the moon so very bright, tonight
Oh, fuck
Maybe I suck
Maybe I'm bad luck
Do you feel stuck with me?
I'm sorry I can't do this stuff
Can we be clear? (Woo!)
I get party fear
I get anxious drinking beer
I can't deal (I'll get through it)
I don't want to be here
I wish I could disappear
Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)
I'm into all the things you like
You talk first and I'll reply
We'll just stand here otherwise
Okay, fine
I missed everything you said
I've been trapped inside my head
Wishing I was in my bed
Oh, fuck
Maybe I suck
Maybe I'm bad luck
Do you feel stuck with me?
I'm sorry I can't do this stuff
Can we be clear? (Woo!)
I get party fear
I get anxious drinking beer
I can't deal (I'll get through it)
I don't want to be here
I wish I could disappear
Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)
I don't feel good
I don't feel right
I don't wanna talk
I don't feel like it
And my brain hurts
And my chest tied
I don't like fun
When it's organised
Don't wanna socialize
I feel shit so I sit with a cat
I hate and stroke it
I fuckin' hate this cat
In fact, cat! get the fuck back
Get another drink
Stand by the sink
Eat pretzels
Have another drink
'Till I'm numbed out
Bummed out
Hotshots over there on a come down
I wish I never came
There's only me to blame
I'll be back next weekend and same-same
I don't know why I'm this way
Can we be clear? (Woo!)
I get party fear
I get anxious drinking beer
I can't deal (I'll get through it)
I don't want to be here
I wish I could disappear
Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)
Breath