Lyrics Idiot - Raphaella

I wish I had a seatbelt so I could strap my heart in
Looking for a crystal ball just to know what you're thinking
I wish I had a road map so I'd know where your heart's been hiding
I wish I didn't love you 'cause sometimes it's so frightening

Holding on and on
Or should I be letting go?
I am falling fast
And you don't even know

Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot?
For making plans in my head for the two of us
The biggest idiot, idiot, idiot
In the world, in this world
I'm too scared to say a word so you're oblivious
But when I sleep we're a dream and it's brilliant
Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot?
The biggest idiot in the world

I wish I had an "off switch" on the top of my heart
Or I could tell you how I'm feeling but why do I find it so hard?
If only I could come out clean and lay it bear on the table
But believe me when I try, it feels like both my lips are stapled

Holding on and on
Or should I be letting go?
I am falling fast
And you don't even know

Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot?
For making plans in my head for the two of us
The biggest idiot, idiot, idiot
In the world, in this world
I'm too scared to say a word so you're oblivious
But when I sleep we're a dream and it's brilliant
Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot?
The biggest idiot in the world

They say the worst that can happen is that you say no
The embarrassing silence when my cover's blown
The only thing I'm scared of is what I don't know
But how can I speak if you never notice me?

Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot?
For making plans in my head for the two of us
The biggest idiot, idiot, idiot
In the world, in this world
I'm too scared to say a word so you're oblivious
But when I sleep we're a dream and it's brilliant
Am I an idiot, idiot, idiot?
The biggest idiot in the world