Lyrics Incorporeal - Rav

Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands, my hands (my hands)
You should leave it all behind you
I can't, I can't, I can't (R-A-V)

Pull up in a straw hat, in a ghillie suit
Nails done, gun cocked, T-B-H, I'm feeling cute
Navigating hell in a silly mood type beat
Oft treated unkindly, not sure why I really do
I've been taking acid, I've been taking shrooms
Posted up in vacant rooms tryna find an exit, but
There just ain't no breaking through, state the truth
I don't make the rules nor do I embrace the rules
I break them, then I break and snooze
I pray my fall don't break my noose

Rinse my skull, upgrade every lens I can
I don't need more friends, wish I was closer with the friends I have
Wish I had a better grasp on myself perhaps
Wish my meds could last forever
I should stop questioning that

But instead of that, I'm humbling
Everything's tumbling down, life's been crumbling
It ain't been fucking around
I'm feeling numb again, but who gon' come for me now?
When I stop functioning, and you're no longer around

Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands, my hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't, I can't, I can't

Heart got broken, car got broke in
Hand got bit, scars reopened
Summer came and taught me hope
Then went and left and robbed my whole head

Yuh, I'm becoming a ghost
Clinging to skin and bones (I'm still in the eye of the storm)
Chilling, I ride in its throes
Loosing my grip on the clock, thing is the light has grown close
My past keeps kicking my ass, present been slapping the face
I live convinced there's a chance, my future holds peace in its place

I ain't got nothing to lose, seriously, what do I have left?
Feet been slipped out my shoes, weight taken out of my steps
Cross the water, I must, until I find footing again
Leave but myself on the shore and built what I couldn't back then
I have to find my eyes, I can't keep living in y'alls
Staying inside of this loop ain't my intention at all
I can feel my hands touch, scarcely, I can still see
Once I've had some time to rest, I know I'll rebuild me

Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands, my hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't, I can't, I-

What are you doing here?
Are you not embarrassed?
I mean, look at you
You are disgusting