Lyrics Reunion - Rayen

5 AM and I haven't sleep yet
Lights off and a cold blanket
Left my phone on the table and it's stay quiet
All this night

Times left I'm still stuck on nothing
Big achievement they get but I keep loosing
Feeling bad for the path I've taken
I heard them laughing

What Should I do
On the reunion
Tonight?

Cause I can picture myself
Taking the corner seat
Cover up my face
Try not to be noticed
Their fancy cars, pretty wives
The business card, they're showing off
I don't want to meet them all
I don't wanna feel small, feel small

Maybe they'll see the black around my eyes
And the same suit that they've seen before
Maybe I'll find the pity glance in their eyes
Well I've seen that too before

But should I came
To the reunion
Tonight?

Cause I can picture myself
Taking the corner seat
Cover up my face
Try not to be noticed
Their fancy cars, pretty wives
The business card, they're showing off
I don't want to meet them all
I don't wanna feel small, feel small

I used to get loved
All the friends got my back
Now it's empty and cold
It suffocates my neck
Cause they fly high
And I'm wingless
And I'm free fall
And I'm hopeless

And the bright morning turn into dark
And the reunion will be held tonight
I take my jacket and key
And drive through the city
And at the hotel gate I see

Their fancy cars, pretty wives
The business card, they're showing off
I don't want to meet them all
'Cause now I'm so small, small

9 PM and I drive home
Next time, oh I'll be with them
I'll strive harder so I could be
The best version of me