Lyrics Lost (What I Needed) - Raynk

I've been lost in the dark, ya
Tossed in with the sharks, ya
Treading in the deep end, ya
Getting what I needed, ya
I've been lost in the dark, ya
Tossed in with the sharks, ya
Treading in the deep end, ya
Getting what I needed, ya

What I needed, was the feeling of feeling defeated
Grieving for a reason
Fiend to be feasting
Sick of starving
Having to scavenge
Life got harder, than I could've imagined
Lost fam that was my friend
Friends closer than fam
Cost of damned thoughts
Cost me a whole lot
Attraction to negative outcomes amassing
So I'm asking
God, Allah, Krishna
Why I gotta be an odd and sour mixture?
Far out the frame in my own pictures
Star whos glow remains in the distance
Only seen on the blackest nights
Feel like I'm the only one left
Tryna do what's right
Tryna hold it down
So you know how we do it round here
Light it up
Fear fight
Get up
Might just build up enough
Might to lead the guild
Knighted but still
A rebel to royalty
Pedal to the metal
Deshevel any demon the devil is deploying
Good luck destroying me
Rather take myself out
Than let any of you clowns
Make a joke of me
Giving what's raw
Soul I bare
Imma a beast
Why you poking me?
If you wake the from this hibernation
Finna go OJ with the concentration
Finesse the juice
Bless the booth
Clean as Crest on tooth
Dreams of death in a vestibule
Not quite making it
So my depressed etch-a-sketch-esque psyche
Gotta get to shaking it
Could start the restart
God damn man have I been

I've been lost in the dark, ya
Tossed in with the sharks, ya
Treading in the deep end, ya
Getting what I needed, ya
I've been lost in the dark, ya
Tossed in with the sharks, ya
Treading in the deep end, ya
Getting what I needed, ya

What I needed, was feeling of feeling cycles repeated
Not anemic but eating
Ain't been easy
Psycho feelings like kill kill kill
Anyone trying to instill ill will
Just for fun frying the lil big krill
Smile in they face
Coals underneath set ablaze
Don't get grilled by Raynk
It'll burn
Do this shit for every kid
That didn't intend
To lose they life
But the strife in they head
Never gave em a chance
So for revenge
I'm taking my turn
Living up to my name its Lance
Speaking my spirit a spear with the words
Freaking on the weekend
Need a deacon feeling like a bog within
A weakness in my cognitive reserve
This conscious kid has turned ignorant
Just to ignore what can't be changed
Hope prominence presents in this shit
Until I just end this shit so fucking lame
Dark cloud it reigns over me
You don't understand
Why you think you can stand over me
But don't underestimate cause the older me
Is the younger me
So the more that I age
The fucks I be giving dissipate
This bomb bouta blow don't disengage
Make diamonds on the track
Like I lapped home plate
Uh
Under pressure smoking pressure
Since Doctur Dot started dropping lessons
And Wow that's Gr8
Little Johnny
Mind on Venus
Off the Earth
When I'm with the gang
Still in pain like

I've been lost in the dark, ya
Tossed in with the sharks, ya
Treading in the deep end, ya
Getting what I needed, ya
I've been lost in the dark, ya
Tossed in with the sharks, ya
Treading in the deep end, ya
Getting what I needed, ya