Lyrics bummer - Ren

Lookin' in the mirror
My reflection got me triggered
You say that I'm lookin' pretty
I swear that I'm gettin' thinner
I think it must be obvious
I can't hear the compliments
Just feelin' shitty
Think that everyone's oblivious

I'm hoping by the summer
I won't be feelin' like I do
Sometimes I wonder
Will it always be a bummer, yeah?
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay, but shit, I'm hatin' myself
Maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hatin' myself

Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
I'm hatin' myself
Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
I'm hatin' myself

Seein' a psychiatrist
Hopin' I can get this fixed
Asked if I'm okay
I say, "No, not even a little bit"
Feels like I'm inhibited
Permanent piece of shit
Please just tell me anyway that everything will be okay

I'm hoping by the summer
I won't be feelin' like I do
Sometimes I wonder
Will it always be a bummer, yeah?
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay, but shit, I'm hatin' myself
Maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hatin' myself

Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
I'm hatin' myself
Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba

They say I'm bein' too cautious
Sick too often
Maybe it's nothing
Change the topic
'Til it's all forgotten
But I think it's common

Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
I'm hatin' myself
Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba

There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay, but shit, I'm hatin' myself
Maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hatin' myself

Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
I'm hatin' myself
Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba
Ba, la, ba, ba