Lyrics Ventilation, Pt. 3 - Rexx Life Raj

I better find your loving
This 8:04 in Pacifico
(I better find your lovin, I better find your heart)
Chapo out there acting crazy
(I better find your lovin, I better find your heart)
Humpin pillows and shit
That′s wild
Look, Look
North Face on, body colder than it's ever been
You niggas fans, that′s evident
30 year old men that still dress like teenagers developin'
You do whatever to stay relevant
Used to play with that neck roll, I was fully equipped
The yellow jacket captain, no wonder I'm steering the ship
I always had that ambition, I was that kid bangin pots in the kitchen
Spoiled only child I never listened I always got my way
That′s probably why I′m not too good at taking no for answers
I learned to go get it myself everytime no one answered
Somewhere in Idaho, where my papa was fighting cancer
I called my mama, she front like she was a happy camper
Quiet when it mattered, really at a loss
Acing all my comm classes, still can't get my point across
What′s the point NCAA testing can't roll a joint
But honestly I′d rather be Kanye West than a Colt McCoy
Niggas actin funny but you know the boy
Every time I drop you niggas overjoyed
We need more Kendricks and less Soulja Boys
I am the walking personification of 'life is what you make it′
They wanna make me a criminal but they're sadly mistaken
I'm the new Dennis Richmond, the whole bay tuned in
It′s time to clean house ′fo we move in
These young niggas that get a hot track
Then get raped on their contract
Shelved, then they get their spot snatched
Fuck with the Rexx
You ain't changed in years, I′m unimpressed
Ignorant about yo money got you gettin finessed
I hear the whispers bout my situation, nigga I'm blessed
If you made some better music they would probably invest
Hella backpack rappers with cosigns
All the hype around yo album should be subpar, most times
Sat down with Pharrell
Played my music he said it′s fire as hell
Same day, layed a hook for Mozzy, shit fire as well
I am in another dimension, bruh, we ain't parallel
I am watching my life evolve into a fairy tale
Cause I worked on my craft instead of crafting an image
And some shit I thought was cool for an instagram picture
I swear, that I really been that nigga
I came a long way for a big black nigga
On life
(I better find your lovin, I better find your heart)
(I better find your lovin, I better find your heart)
(I better find your lovin, I better find your heart)
"These were feelings that I had never expected I would feel in this life
Because I always felt alienated, self-conscious, and slightly separate
Because as long as you′re in your thinking mind exclusively
Since your mind takes an object
You're always one thought away from where life is
You're always thinking about it
So you′re always just one thought away
It′s the sense of alienation that comes from thinking about life rather than being life"
You gon' make it man, you gon′ make it
I'm hopin imma be here when you do it, right
But I know, that you gon′ do it
I really do, I have no doubts about that
I be up 3 or 4 o'clock in the mornin when I can′t sleep (I know you do)
And all I do is just go in there
And I just go to read the tweets
That's all cause I'm like ′what are they sayin about my son now?