Lyrics Falling Apart - Rivilin

Breaking down a lot lately
They say that you don't hate me
I'd rather you don't message me at all
Tell me why tell me why you just stall

Am I just not enough
In my mind yeah I'm stuck
What does it take to love again
I don't want to open up to them

Waking up on the bathroom floor
I can't get out of this fog
Is this what it means to feel alive
This isn't living it's like I've died

Pressure from the ones I love
I'm scared that they'll break my trust
Giving in to them yeah all again
Didn't have respect for me back then

You kiss I fall
No please don't call
Push me back and say you love me
Yeah you know that that's a joke

Will you come home
I'm so alone
Push me back and say you hate me
Yeah I don't get you at all

Open the door to the wooden house that we built
But I know that it couldn't withstand
All the guilt that I feel from you
Am I at fault yeah im confused

I may not be perfect
But I'm still human, I'm still feeling
All the doubt that you carved in my skin
All the letters that you wrote
Are the sigils that keep me trapped within

I'm not blooming im falling
I'm sick to death of you calling
Every time you slip up yeah we make mistakes
But I'm not coming home

Empathy seems to be latched on my face
Every time I look at you disgraced
So why do I reply to you
When I know I'm being used

You kiss I fall
No please don't call
Push me back and say you love me
Yeah you know that that's a joke

Will you come home
I'm so alone
Push me back and say you hate me
Yeah I don't get you at all