Lyrics Never Trust Anyone (feat. Sepha.) - Rivilin

Rivilin

A foggy bed covers home
How did I get here vision is not clear
Lost in a maze of streets alone
All i do is fear, withered inside here

Yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly
Put the trust in the ones i love
Laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
As the nightmares take control

Stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes
Just so i can keep the hunger at bay
Swear to god that someones living inside these walls
Cus i know that hes calling me name

I don't feel like i'm making sense
When i talk yeah i just regret
Every little sentence that leaves my mouth
Cus you always seem to twist the words i say

Whether it comes from a family, a father or lover
Or something i don't really care
Try to explain what the dissociation is like
But they don't really understand

Never can be perfect, yeah i know that
But its hard when you look and stare
Filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
Till it's more than i can bare

It's just a glitch in my personality
Feel the anger lurk in me
Boiling burning till the circuits
In my spine start to collapse

Pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
Tells me that nothing here is real
Guess that's fine, i'll just repress everything
Until i cannot feel

I never wanted i never wanted all of this
I'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
The faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
Yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

Yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
Yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done
Yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
Yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away