Lyrics Lost in the Rain - Roderick Porter

Im trying.
To find beauty.
In the dark.
In the dark.

Im trying.
To find sunshine.
In the rain.
In the rain.

Watching as the rain hits the pane on the window
The world got me feelin colder than when the wind blow
Ive been outta focus, got me feelin hopeless
Aint nobody notice, i aint really copin
Release stress in the words that i write
Thoughts runnin through my mind all the time keep me up at night
Im overthinkin, and braindead at the same time
Tryna find a way to make my pain rhyme
Chasin after happiness i just want a little bit
Guess im an idiot, guess that its all frivilous
Why you always sad, yeah why you such a little bitch
I aint scared of death, im just lost in the middle bit
I just want an answer, i just want a reason
Someone please tell me why the fuck im even breathin
Got a black hole inside my soul and im slippin
Please give me a minute, just a minute cause im trippin

Im trying.
To find beauty.
In the dark.
In the dark.

Im trying.
To find sunshine.
In the rain.
In the rain.

Flippin through polaroids in my room
Flippin through polaroids in my room
Said i just wanna go back
Yeah i just wanna go back
I guess im way too far gone
I know im way too far gone
But i just wanna go back
Yeah i just wanna go back